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Products Of A Hollow Man

by Inside It Grows

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1.
The Art Of Not Being 05:41
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SLOWLY FALLING BACK TO ZERO IN A WORMHOLE THAT BENDS TIME FEELS I'M FADING IN THE MIRROR MY HOURGLASS IS RUNNING DRY I DON'T THINK I AM NO MORE NEVER THOUGHT IT'D TAKE THIS LONG IT TAKES SKILL TO NOT EXIST DIDN'T THINK IT BE SO HARD LIKE A GHOST THAT WANTS THE LIGHT LIKE A MONSTER IN DISGUISE I WALK ON WATER AND I FLY A SEE-THRU SKIN TRANSPARENT LIFE YOUR EYES JUST PEARCE RIGHT THROUGH ME MY NAME NOW FADES YOU NEVER KNEW ME I WILL DRAW BACK AND DISSAPEAR MY MASTERPLAN IS NOW REAL I DON'T THINK I AM NO MORE NEVER THOUGHT IT'D TAKE THIS LONG IT TAKES SKILL TO NOT EXIST DIDN'T THINK IT BE SO HARD
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Tell Me You Are Still The Same 04:18
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I'M HOLDING YOU WITH MY BACK ON A CLIFF AFRAID TO LET YOU GO CAUSE I THINK THAT I WILL FALL I KNOW YOU LET ME I KNOW YOU LET ME GO BUT PLEASE DO TELL ME WHY YOU KEEP COMING HOME TO ME LOOK AT ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT YOU'RE STILL THE SAME LOOK AT ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT IT'S YOU LOOK AT ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYES JUST LIKE YOU ONCE DID LOOK AT ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT IT'S YOU NO TRUE STORY IS BASED ON THE TRUTH WHAT YOU LEFT BEHIND, YOU CAN NEVER TAKE BACK NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY, EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED BUT YOU KEEP ON TAKING THINGS THAT I DON'T OWE YOU LOOK AT ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT YOU'RE STILL THE SAME LOOK AT ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT IT'S YOU LOOK AT ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYES JUST LIKE YOU ONCE DID LOOK AT ME STRAIGHT IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT IT'S YOU
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Destructive Daisies 03:44
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JUST LIKE DAISIES YOU LOOK SO FINE YOUR SMELL HELPS CALM MY RESTLESS MIND YOUR HANDS AROUND ME DON'T FEEL TIGHT HELPS YOU LEAVE WHEN YOU DECIDE I TRIED TO SMELL THE FLOWERS BUT THEY EXPLODED ON MY FACE THIS SEED YOU PLANTED SLOWLY DIED AND IT KILLED ME SLOWLY WHEN I TRIED AND NOW IT'S HAS ALL WITHERED AND IT'S DRY MY HEART IS SORE DOWN TO IT'S CORE THESE DAISIES LOOK UNGRATEFUL AND UNKIND THEY DESTROYED MY SMILE AND SCARED MY EYES MY HEART IS SORE DOWN TO IT'S CORE I TRIED TO SMELL THE FLOWERS BUT THEY EXPLODED ON MY FACE THIS SEED YOU PLANTED SLOWLY DIED AND IT KILLED ME SLOWLY WHEN I TRIED
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In Hopes For Understanding 04:47
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WE WALK UPON THIS EARTH AND WE TRY TO MAKE SENSE WHAT IS IT WE DESERVE IT'S NOT ALWAYS WHAT WE GET WHAT AM I MEANT TO BE AND WHERE WILL I GO (AFTER I DIE) IN HOPES FOR UNDERSTANDING I'VE LAID DOWN MY ARMS IN HOPES FOR UNDERSTANDING I WONDER IF YOU LOVED ME BACK I'VE GIVEN YOU MY HEART NOW AND I CAN NEVER TAKE IT BACK NO HOPE FOR UNDERSTANDING YOU LEFT ME STANDING IN THE DARK THE DARK (x2) I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT LOVE WOULD BE THE ANSWER I TRIED SO MANY TIMES BUT MY SOUL IS NOW GREY IT'S ALWAYS YOU NOT ME BUT I DON'T GET IT IN HOPES FOR UNDERSTANDING I'VE LAID DOWN MY ARMS IN HOPES FOR UNDERSTANDING I WONDER IF YOU LOVED ME BACK I'VE GIVEN YOU MY HEART NOW AND I CAN NEVER TAKE IT BACK NO HOPE FOR UNDERSTANDING YOU LEFT ME STANDING IN THE DARK
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Alone In The Crowd 04:12
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HOW DO I KILL THE PAIN WITHOUT KILLING MYSELF I FEEL I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO GIVE IT'S ALL FROZEN AND SHATTERED INSIDE NOTHING MOVES ME, NOTHING WILL NOW SUFFICE I WILL NOT EXPLAIN MYSELF ANYMORE CAUSE I DON'T HAVE TO I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM LOOKING AT IN THE MIRROR I DWELL IN THE DARK, CURSED AS I AM TO STAND HERE ALONE, ALONE IN THE CROWD FAMILIAR FACES WITH UNKNOWN REFLECTIONS CASTING SHADOWS ON MY GROUND TO WALK A STRAIGHT LINE TILL THE END OF IT ALL NEVER DEVIATE FROM YOUR PATH IT'S THE ONLY THING TO LEAD YOU OUT OF THAT LIFE-SUCKING CROWD (AROUND) I DWELL IN THE DARK, CURSED AS I AM TO STAND HERE ALONE, ALONE IN THE CROWD FAMILIAR FACES WITH UNKNOWN REFLECTIONS CASTING SHADOWS ON MY GROUND BLOCKING THE SUN FROM MY PATH AND THOUGH I'M LOST I KNOW THE WAY
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Of Suffering And Forgiveness 04:30
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DO YOU FIND IT AMUSING TO TALK ABOUT FORGIVENESS THIS IS HOW YOU CREATE THINGS THIS IS HOW YOU TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS I CAN CLEARLY FEEL NOW THE QUALITY OF YOUR PROMISES TO THE PERSON THAT'S SUFFERING YOU'RE THE WORST KIND OF MISTRESS EVERY TIME I CHANGE A THING YOU'RE NEVER THERE FOR ME SUPPORTING ME EVERY TIME I CRACK A SMILE YOU RUIN IT ALL FOR ME YOU'RE BREAKING ME YOU ONLY CAME INTO MY LIFE WITH A BIG BAG OF TEARS WITH A SWEET PACK OF LIES YOU HAD THE BEAUTY OF YOUR EYES AFTER ALL YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH I AM STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU CAUSE THIS STORY QUALIFIES TO BE STRANGER THAN LIFE EVERY TIME I CHANGE A THING YOU'RE NEVER THERE FOR ME SUPPORTING ME EVERY TIME I CRACK A SMILE YOU RUIN IT ALL FOR ME YOU'RE BREAKING ME YOU ALWAYS ASKED ME TO FORGIVE, I ALWAYS TRIED I NEVER SEEMED TO UNDERSTAND, I ALWAYS TRIED AND EVEN WHEN I SUFFERED THROUGH, I ALWAYS TRIED EVERY TIME I CHANGE A THING YOU'RE NEVER THERE FOR ME SUPPORTING ME EVERY TIME I CRACK A SMILE YOU RUIN IT ALL FOR ME YOU'RE BREAKING ME

about

This is about being alone, about not getting why you're left out or behind, about wanting more in a world that only takes, about getting hurt and about how easy it is to be forgotten. Pretty mellow, I know.
By the way music was written in 2012.

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released May 8, 2018

Produced by John T.
Recorded, edited and mixed by John T at Mothstudio Recordings.
Mastered by Mario Methenitis at Mothstudio Recordings, Athens, GR.

Artwork by John T.
All music and lyrics by John T except #6 lyrics by Vasilis Magkanas.

All guitars and bass by John T.
Vocals on tracks 1,3,5 by George Katakouzinos of The Sexy Christians.
Vocals on track 6 by Vasilis Magkanas of Superpuma.
Vocals on tracks 2 and 4 by John T.
Additional vocals on tracks 1 and 3 by Nick Fenerlis of Speedblow.
Drums by Nick Ntounis. Additional programming by John T.

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Inside It Grows Αθήνα, Greece

Not following a normal band trail, the purpose of Inside It Grows is to explore all sides of life and to express feelings and thoughts through music.
The idea is for each release this project makes to be based upon experiences, mood, feelings and troubles of a specific period of time, so don't expect any order or a standard style of music or in fact any connection between each release. ... more

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