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Crawling In My Dreams

by Inside It Grows

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1.
Books Of Sorrow 04:20
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OF SAD THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES THE PAST OF OTHER LIVES AND LOVE THE LINES I WRITE WILL BE JUST SUMMARIES OF BOOKS THAT ARE NOW CLOSED...FOREVER OH SWEET ANGEL I WRITE TO YOU AGAIN CAUSE THE MEMORIES I HAVE NOW SOUND AS DEAD TELL ME OF MY OTHER LIVES AND PLACES AS THIS ONE SEEMS SO SENSELESS THIS IS MY KARMA THIS IS MY LIFE STORY THIS IS WHERE I BELIEVE IN HOW DOES IT LOOK WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE NOT REAL GOOD MY GOD, MY LIFE, MY DEATH, YOUR EYES THAT TIME TO DANCE HAS NEVER ARRIVED THAT TIME TO LOVE HAS TORN MY MIND BUT I YET I FEEL SO DAZED AND CONFUSED AND STILL I WONDER ACROSS THE PATH OF TRUTH THIS IS MY KARMA THIS IS MY LIFE STORY THIS IS WHERE I BELIEVE IN HOW DOES IT LOOK WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE NOT REAL GOOD MY GOD, MY LIFE THAT TIME TO DANCE HAS NEVER ARRIVED THAT TIME TO LOVE HAS TORN ME INSIDE BUT YET I FEEL SO SMALL AND WEEK TRAPPED IN A WORLD WHERE MIST GETS THICK
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You Will Find Me In You 05:43
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And when I die you should not ache Because only death can angels make I reach to you I try to speak I’ve changed myself I'm in to deep So speeak You may have caught me unaware Thought of me as not enough Once you showed me that you cared But now you turn your back on our love Numb I stand alone There’s no place I’d rather be than in your arms If you look inside me, deep enough you’ll see it You’ll see it laughing with my life So here I am alone Numb I stand here cold There’s no place I’d rather be than in your Arms Numb I stand alone There’s no place I’d rather be than in your arms If you look inside me, deep enough you’ll see it You’ll see it laughing with my life So here I am alone Numb I stand here cold There’s no place I’d rather be than in your Arms
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Dead Inside 04:39
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I'M AFRAID OF WHAT EACH NIGHT WILL BRING BEACAUSE YOU HAUNT MY MIND SINCE THE DAY YOU DESTROYED ALL THAT WE HAD BY TELLING ME YOU'RE TIRED YOU KEPT AVOIDING YOUR EMOTIONS INSTEAD OF TELLING ME SO THINK OF ALL THE CONSEQUENCES AND HOW OUR LIVES WILL BE SEEMS THAT YOU LET YOUR PAST TAKE OVER YOU AND YOU DON'T EVEN TRY TO SEE THAT THERE IS NO PERFECTION AND THAT YOU'RE DEAD INSIDE HOW CAN YOU BE SO CRUEL TO ME AFTER ALL THE THINGS YOU'VE SAID SOMETIMES I WISH YOU'D SEE THERE'S NOTHING BETTER STOP MAKING ME LOOK BAD YOU KEPT AVOIDING YOUR EMOTIONS INSTEAD OF TELLING ME SO THINK OF ALL THE CONSEQUENCES AND HOW OUR LIVES WILL BE SEEMS THAT YOU LET YOUR PAST TAKE OVER YOU AND YOU DON'T EVEN TRY TO SEE THAT THERE IS NO PERFECTION AND THAT YOU'RE DEAD INSIDE
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Crawling In My Dreams 06:53
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In the twilight of this world I lost my sight of love I found my peace and met my war Fear is kicking in this field My name is fading on the stone Your eyes burn inside my skin I see you crawling in my dreams What is it that you want me to do? I hate people they consume my life How is it that you think I can cope? Only theories, no practice, no try Suddenly everything stops I float on air feeling calm Embrace the silence of my world I used to feel so insecure until the day I met you This is what I’ll have to say On the dawning of that day You left me empty as my glass This slow kill became my only friend For years I've been chased by ghosts It scares me being all alone I'm giving but I'm never taking back Just hold me and I'll die in your arms
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Until The Fall 04:44
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I wake up each day to continue the game You can endure a smile the same as pain When the pain is yours you hide it away When the smile is yours you give it away I hide the tears in the rain I hide happiness in pain I’ll kiss your forehead every day Until our love has turned to hate I’ll be the answer to your prayer When you're lonesome I'll be there I’ll feel the inside of your skin I’m going to redefine your dream Late at night I’ll stop, I’ll pause the game Unless you cheat again and stay awake There is no truth in life and nothing’s fake Close your eyes and let me cry in shame You hide the tears in the rain I hide happiness in pain I’ll kiss your forehead every day Until our love has turned to hate I’ll be the answer to your prayer When you're lonesome I'll be there I’ll feel the inside of your skin I’m going to redefine your dream
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Been Here Before 04:39
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I WALK AGAIN IN THESE KILLING FIELDS SMASHING THUNDERS STILL BURN TREES AND ALL THE ANGELS FLEW AWAY I HEAR DEMONS CALL MY NAME AND ALL THE PRETTY MOMENTS (IN MY LIFE) SUDDENLY MEAN NOTHING AS I GET CLOSER (TO THE DREAM) THE ROAD GROWS FURTHER I'M GOING UNDER, IN TOO DEEP THERE'S NOTHING MORE THAT I CAN GIVE I'M TRYING HARD TO REACH THE SKY BUT I STILL STAND WITH BROKEN ARMS AND ALL THE PRETTY MOMENTS (IN MY LIFE) SUDDENLY MEAN NOTHING AS I GET CLOSER (TO THE DREAM) THE ROAD GROWS FURTHER
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Still Dreams 05:06
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It’s still the same, still it fades away I still can hear it although I have changed I asked for help, I invested in emotion It took my sight and it stopped my motion The measures all changed and I became so ugly People I knew now don’t recognize me Still dreams exist at the back (of my mind) I am not sure that I like what I’m becoming We, drink our sorrow, in cans and glasses You, know between us, I’m not a saint I asked for help, I invested in emotion It took my sight and it stopped my motion The measures all changed and I became so ugly People I knew now don’t recognize me

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A semi-progressive effort with some darker elements. Focusing on emotions and contact between people.

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released December 4, 2012

John T - Guitars/Synths/Programming
Natasha - Vocals
Chris Kollias - Bass *
George "The Goat" Stavroulakis - Lead Guitars

*Except tracks 1 and 7 bass by John T.

All music and lyrics by John T except track 3, lyrics by Natasha.

Recorded, edited and mixed by John T. @ MOTHStudio Recordings, Athens, Greece between September 2011 and August 2012.

Mastered by S_Fx @ Home Sweet Home.
Artwork by Manster Design

Produced by John T.

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Inside It Grows Αθήνα, Greece

Not following a normal band trail, the purpose of Inside It Grows is to explore all sides of life and to express feelings and thoughts through music.
The idea is for each release this project makes to be based upon experiences, mood, feelings and troubles of a specific period of time, so don't expect any order or a standard style of music or in fact any connection between each release. ... more

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