Crawling In My Dreams

by Inside It Grows

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A semi-progressive effort with some darker elements. Focusing on emotions and contact between people.

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released December 4, 2012

John T - Guitars/Synths/Programming
Natasha - Vocals
Chris Kollias - Bass *
George "The Goat" Stavroulakis - Lead Guitars

*Except tracks 1 and 7 bass by John T.

All music and lyrics by John T except track 3, lyrics by Natasha.

Recorded, edited and mixed by John T. @ MOTHStudio Recordings, Athens, Greece between September 2011 and August 2012.

Mastered by S_Fx @ Home Sweet Home.
Artwork by Manster Design

Produced by John T.

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Inside It Grows Αθήνα, Greece

Not following a normal band trail, the purpose of Inside It Grows is to explore all sides of life and to express feelings and thoughts through music.
The idea is for each release this project makes to be based upon experiences, mood, feelings and troubles of a specific period of time, so don't expect any order or a standard style of music or in fact any connection between each release.
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Track Name: Books Of Sorrow
OF SAD THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES
THE PAST OF OTHER LIVES AND LOVE
THE LINES I WRITE WILL BE JUST SUMMARIES
OF BOOKS THAT ARE NOW CLOSED...FOREVER

OH SWEET ANGEL I WRITE TO YOU AGAIN
CAUSE THE MEMORIES I HAVE NOW SOUND AS DEAD
TELL ME OF MY OTHER LIVES AND PLACES
AS THIS ONE SEEMS SO SENSELESS

THIS IS MY KARMA
THIS IS MY LIFE STORY
THIS IS WHERE I BELIEVE IN
HOW DOES IT LOOK WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE
NOT REAL GOOD
MY GOD, MY LIFE, MY DEATH, YOUR EYES

THAT TIME TO DANCE HAS NEVER ARRIVED
THAT TIME TO LOVE HAS TORN MY MIND
BUT I YET I FEEL SO DAZED AND CONFUSED
AND STILL I WONDER ACROSS THE PATH OF TRUTH

THIS IS MY KARMA
THIS IS MY LIFE STORY
THIS IS WHERE I BELIEVE IN
HOW DOES IT LOOK WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE
NOT REAL GOOD
MY GOD, MY LIFE

THAT TIME TO DANCE HAS NEVER ARRIVED
THAT TIME TO LOVE HAS TORN ME INSIDE
BUT YET I FEEL SO SMALL AND WEEK
TRAPPED IN A WORLD WHERE MIST GETS THICK
Track Name: You Will Find Me In You
And when I die you should not ache
Because only death can angels make
I reach to you I try to speak
I’ve changed myself I'm in to deep

So speeak

You may have caught me unaware
Thought of me as not enough
Once you showed me that you cared
But now you turn your back on our love

Numb I stand alone
There’s no place I’d rather be than in your arms
If you look inside me, deep enough you’ll see it
You’ll see it laughing with my life

So here I am alone
Numb I stand here cold
There’s no place I’d rather be than in your Arms

Numb I stand alone
There’s no place I’d rather be than in your arms
If you look inside me, deep enough you’ll see it
You’ll see it laughing with my life

So here I am alone
Numb I stand here cold
There’s no place I’d rather be than in your Arms
Track Name: Dead Inside
I'M AFRAID OF WHAT EACH NIGHT WILL BRING
BEACAUSE YOU HAUNT MY MIND
SINCE THE DAY YOU DESTROYED ALL THAT WE HAD
BY TELLING ME YOU'RE TIRED

YOU KEPT AVOIDING YOUR EMOTIONS
INSTEAD OF TELLING ME
SO THINK OF ALL THE CONSEQUENCES
AND HOW OUR LIVES WILL BE
SEEMS THAT YOU LET YOUR PAST TAKE OVER YOU
AND YOU DON'T EVEN TRY
TO SEE THAT THERE IS NO PERFECTION
AND THAT YOU'RE DEAD INSIDE

HOW CAN YOU BE SO CRUEL TO ME
AFTER ALL THE THINGS YOU'VE SAID
SOMETIMES I WISH YOU'D SEE THERE'S NOTHING BETTER
STOP MAKING ME LOOK BAD

YOU KEPT AVOIDING YOUR EMOTIONS
INSTEAD OF TELLING ME
SO THINK OF ALL THE CONSEQUENCES
AND HOW OUR LIVES WILL BE
SEEMS THAT YOU LET YOUR PAST TAKE OVER YOU
AND YOU DON'T EVEN TRY
TO SEE THAT THERE IS NO PERFECTION
AND THAT YOU'RE DEAD INSIDE
Track Name: Crawling In My Dreams
In the twilight of this world
I lost my sight of love
I found my peace and met my war
Fear is kicking in this field
My name is fading on the stone
Your eyes burn inside my skin
I see you crawling in my dreams

What is it that you want me to do?
I hate people they consume my life
How is it that you think I can cope?
Only theories, no practice, no try

Suddenly everything stops

I float on air feeling calm
Embrace the silence of my world
I used to feel so insecure until the day I met you
This is what I’ll have to say
On the dawning of that day

You left me empty as my glass
This slow kill became my only friend
For years I've been chased by ghosts
It scares me being all alone
I'm giving but I'm never taking back
Just hold me and I'll die in your arms
Track Name: Until The Fall
I wake up each day to continue the game
You can endure a smile the same as pain
When the pain is yours you hide it away
When the smile is yours you give it away

I hide the tears in the rain
I hide happiness in pain
I’ll kiss your forehead every day
Until our love has turned to hate
I’ll be the answer to your prayer
When you're lonesome I'll be there
I’ll feel the inside of your skin
I’m going to redefine your dream

Late at night I’ll stop, I’ll pause the game
Unless you cheat again and stay awake
There is no truth in life and nothing’s fake
Close your eyes and let me cry in shame

You hide the tears in the rain
I hide happiness in pain
I’ll kiss your forehead every day
Until our love has turned to hate
I’ll be the answer to your prayer
When you're lonesome I'll be there
I’ll feel the inside of your skin
I’m going to redefine your dream
Track Name: Been Here Before
I WALK AGAIN IN THESE KILLING FIELDS
SMASHING THUNDERS STILL BURN TREES
AND ALL THE ANGELS FLEW AWAY
I HEAR DEMONS CALL MY NAME

AND ALL THE PRETTY MOMENTS (IN MY LIFE)
SUDDENLY MEAN NOTHING
AS I GET CLOSER (TO THE DREAM)
THE ROAD GROWS FURTHER

I'M GOING UNDER, IN TOO DEEP
THERE'S NOTHING MORE THAT I CAN GIVE
I'M TRYING HARD TO REACH THE SKY
BUT I STILL STAND WITH BROKEN ARMS

AND ALL THE PRETTY MOMENTS (IN MY LIFE)
SUDDENLY MEAN NOTHING
AS I GET CLOSER (TO THE DREAM)
THE ROAD GROWS FURTHER
Track Name: Still Dreams
It’s still the same, still it fades away
I still can hear it although I have changed

I asked for help, I invested in emotion
It took my sight and it stopped my motion
The measures all changed and I became so ugly
People I knew now don’t recognize me

Still dreams exist at the back (of my mind)
I am not sure that I like what I’m becoming
We, drink our sorrow, in cans and glasses
You, know between us, I’m not a saint

I asked for help, I invested in emotion
It took my sight and it stopped my motion
The measures all changed and I became so ugly
People I knew now don’t recognize me