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Beyond The Ghosts

by Inside It Grows

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Instrumental
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AND EVEN IF IT HURTS I WILL BE FINE I’VE SEEN THE END SO MANY TIMES AND I GOT BACK UP ON MY FEET HERE I STAND BEFORE YOU WELL FOR ALL MY PAIN I’LL TALK NO MORE AND WHAT I’VE GAINED I’LL ONLY KNOW I WISHED SO HARD FOR YOU TO LOVE ME I KNOW I’LL MISS YOU, EVEN THOUGH I SEE YOU EVERYDAY AND I’LL HOLD MY HEARTS IN MY HANDS AND FEED IT TO THE BIRDS THAT PREY CAUSE SINCE YOU DIDN’T WANT IT THERE’S NO NEED FOR OT TO BEAT I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING BUT IT SEEMED NOTHING TO YOU THESE ARE MY MOMENTS OF STILL LIFE WHERE I AGE SO MUCH FASTER INSIDE AND I FEEL WEAK AND I FEEL NUMB FROM ALL THIS POISON THAT RUNS THROUGH MY VAINS FOR ALL MY PAIN I’LL TALK NO MORE AND WHAT I’VE GAINED I’LL ONLY KNOW I WISHED SO HARD FOR YOU TO LOVE ME
3.
I STAYED AWAKE JUST TO HEAR YOU BREATHING I DON’T NEED TO EXPLAIN, I WON’T NOONE REALY UNDERSTANDS ME OR THIS HOW STRONG THIS FEELING IS WITHOUT LOVE FOR SO MUCH TIME, I KINDA FROZE INSIDE FOR ALL OF THIS AND OTHERS IN THE PAST I ONLY BLAME MYSELF, I TAKE THIS ALL UPON ME SAY WHAT YOU HAVE TO, SLAY MY HEART CAUSE I DON’T CARE ANYMORE, FOR NOTHING NOTHING THAT’S NOT REAL ENOUGH STRONG ENOUGH TO HOLD ME NOTHING EVER CHANGES, NO MATTER WHAT I DO A LITTLE PAIN IS EASY TO SWALLOW WHEN ONE IS TRAINED TO DO IT ONCE AGAIN MY FRIEND I'LL BE THERE, WHENEVER YOU NEED ME NO SECOND THOUGHTS AND NO MORE REGRETS I HELPED HER FIND HER WAY BY STAYING IN THIS MAZE I TRY TO LOOK AHEAD, MY EYES HAVE NOW YEARNED LAST NIGHT TASTED LIKE A LITTLE BIT OF HEAVEN BUT IT WAS ONLY A DREAM ONLY FOR A MOMENT, NO MORE AND NO LESS FOR US, THE WEAK AT HEART I GUESS I’VE HURT AND BLED, I ALMOST DIED BUT YOU’RE THE ONLY REASON I STAY UPON THIS EARTH I’M FADING AWAY AND YOU’RE LETTING IT HAPPEN AS IF IT MEANS NOTHING TO YOU SAY WHAT YOU HAVE TO, SLAY MY HEART CAUSE I DON’T CARE ANYMORE, FOR NOTHING NOTHING THAT’S NOT REAL ENOUGH STRONG ENOUGH TO HOLD ME
4.
EVERYTIME I DO THIS I LOSE ANOTHER PART OF ME EVERYTIME I TOUCH YOUR FACE A LETTER FADES FROM MY NAME AND EVERYTIME I LET YOU IN I GET CONFUSED, I LOSE MY WAY IT'S HOT AND DRY INSIDE MY HEAD UNTIL YOU COME AND BRING THE RAIN AND IN YOUR NAME I KILL MYSELF LESSON LEARNED, THERE'S NO MORE LEFT I BURY YOU INSIDE MY CHEST AT LEAST I KNOW I DID MY BEST SOMETIMES I DON'T EVEN CARE WHERE YOU'VE BEEN WITH WHOM YOU ARE I WISH YOU HAVE A HAPPY TIME I WILL FORGET YOU COULD BE MINE AND IN YOUR NAME I KILL MYSELF LESSON LEARNED, THERE'S NO MORE LEFT I BURY YOU INSIDE MY CHEST AT LEAST I KNOW I DID MY BEST
5.
WHAT I ONCE LOVED IS NOW GONE ALL MY MEMORIES ARE FADING AWAY I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS EACH NOW AND THEN I CAN’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU KEEP COMING BACK IN THEM BLEED FOR ME AS I BLED FOR U, SEE WHAT I SEE, U CAN TASTE THE PAIN IGNORE THE VOICES OF REASON, IGNORE THE VOICES OF SHAME IGNORE THE VOICES OF ALL OF THEM, HATE WHAT U LOVE AND LOVE WHAT U HATE I’ M LOSING MYSLEF IN A FAKE EMOTION KNOWING EVERYTHING WHICH MEANS IT’S NOTHING TO ME I CAN’T CONTROL MYSELF WHEN YOU ARE STANDING BY ME YOU’RE LIKE HEROIN, I’M UNDERGROUND SEE LIFE TRANSFORM INTO PAIN, MY MEMORIES KEEP FADING AWAY THE RUSH OF ADRENALINE IS IN MY VEINS SOMETIMES I’M TEMPTED TO FREE THE DEVIL INSIDE WHAT I WOULD GIVE TO BE WHOLE AGAIN USE YOUR BREATH TO BRING ME BACK TO THIS LIFE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I’LL ASK THIS FROM YOU STOP HAUNTING MY DREAMS AND SHOW ME WHAT IS REAL BLEED FOR ME AS I BLED FOR U, SEE WHAT I SEE, U CAN TASTE THE PAIN WHAT I WOULD GIVE TO BE WHOLE AGAIN USE YOUR BREATH TO BRING ME BACK TO THIS LIFE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I’LL ASK THIS FROM YOU STOP HAUNTING MY DREAMS AND SHOW ME WHAT IS REAL I’ M LOSING MYSLEF IN A FAKE EMOTION KNOWING EVERYTHING WHICH MEANS IT’S NOTHING TO ME I CAN’T CONTROL MYSELF WHEN YOU ARE STANDING BY ME YOU’RE LIKE HEROIN, I’M UNDERGROUND I’M MELTING IN HERE, CAN’T SEEM TO CATCH MY BREATH I WON’T GO BACK TO THIS COLD AND LONELY PLACE AGAIN WHERE ARE YOUR ANGELS NOW, TO LIFT US AWAY EVEN THE DEVIL WON’T COME TO THIS FUCKED UP AND MISERABLE PLACE
6.
Fiction 05:00
DRAGONFLIES AND BUTTERFLIES CREATING MAGIC SHADES OF LIGHT AND IN THE STARDUST THERE SHE STANDS NEXT TO FAIRIES ON A PURPLE CLOUD UNDER CRYSTAL DROPS OF RAIN ABOVE THE SHINY RAINBOWS OF THE EARTH IN A WHILE SHE WILL FLY SPREAD HER WINGS INTO THE SUN AND I WILL WAVE MY HAND GOODBYE WHILE TEARS FEEL MY EYES BUT MAYBE SHE WILL TURN AROUND COME STAND BY ME WITH NO SOUND AND MAYBE THEN I WILL BE FINE HOLD HER TIGHT AND KISS HER SMILE MAYBE THEN SHE’LL SAY HER NAME MAKE MY SMILE AFTER A LONG, LONG TIME IN A WHILE SHE WILL FLY SPREAD HER WINGS INTO THE SUN AND I WILL WAVE MY HAND GOODBYE WHILE TEARS FEEL MY EYES
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IF YOU ARE NOT TRUE TO YOURSELF HOW CAN YOU BE TO ME NOTHING EVER SEEMS TO CHANGE, NOTHING EVER MOVES AT ALL I SEE YOU IN MY SLEEP, YOU KEEP ON HAUNTING ME EVEN THOUGH YOU LEFT ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DESERT OF MY MIND I SHOULD’VE LEFT YOU THERE TO ROT, BUT I SHOWED YOU GOOD INSTEAD I DON’T FEEL BLESSED NO MORE, I DON’T WANNA SEE YOU ANYMORE I LOVED YOUR SMILE, I MISS YOUR FACE HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS, THOUGHT I FOUND PEACE YOU CAME TO ME DON’T YOU FORGET YOU NEVER SAID WE’RE THRU, YOU NEVER SHOWED YOUR FACE YOU LEFT ME THERE WAITING, CAUSE I’M AT THE BOTTOM OF YOUR FUCKING LIST I SEE YOU IN MY SLEEP, YOU KEEP ON HAUNTING ME EVEN IF IT HURTS YOU, IT’S NOW KILLING ME I TOLD YOU NOT TO DO IT, CAN’T BE ALONE NO MORE I DON’T FEEL BLESSED NO MORE, I DON’T WANNA SEE YOU ANYMORE I LOVED YOUR SMILE, I MISS YOUR FACE HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS, THOUGHT I FOUND PEACE YOU CAME TO ME DON’T YOU FORGET

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7 songs of the metalcore genre in the vein of BFMV, KsE, Thrice etc. featuring a great artwork by Michal Karcz!
This album is about human relations, of the past, present and future.
It easily adapts...

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released January 17, 2011

Recorded in MOTHSTUDIO, Athens, Greece.
Engineered,Mixed and Edited by John T.
Produced by John T.

Mastered by S_Fx at Home Sweet Home Studio.
Artwork by Michal Karcz.

All music and lyrics by John T.

All instuments by John T.

Guest Musicians:

Agamemnon - Vocals
Elias - Screams
Spyros Zen - Drums
Costas P. - Lead Guitars on tracks 3,4 and 7.

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Inside It Grows Αθήνα, Greece

Not following a normal band trail, the purpose of Inside It Grows is to explore all sides of life and to express feelings and thoughts through music.
The idea is for each release this project makes to be based upon experiences, mood, feelings and troubles of a specific period of time, so don't expect any order or a standard style of music or in fact any connection between each release.
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